because i have nothing else to do

[redalibiremedy]

i was sitting outside, smoking my lovely lovely cig. and i saw an old man, and an old woman walk out of their house holding hands. i stared. i wanted someone to hold my hand. i want someone to hold my hand.

i promise they wont be sticky.

i love reading peoples away messages. i dont know why. and i love reading peoples info. i hate when people dont have info. or when their away message is simply "i am away from the computer". it bothers me. i dont know why. i will look at the same persons info five times in one day. i guess i just want to see if its still the same.

i want to sing. i am singing at the drivein. i have a serious face right now. like its important for me to sing it good.

ha.

its important for you to sing good. because.. i want to like it. i want to be impressed. i want to be drawn to your voice. it needs to be appealing. am i appealing? or does my voice make you scrunch up your face. and cringe.

you dont have to answer.