mr manager
things have been difficult for my brain lately, but im trying.
today is a much needed day off (from sexy promotion). Im not sure ill be very good as mr manager, im pretty sure it will be one of those things that i do ok at, but end up quiting for various beth reasons. I always quit when things get...hairy? it is most certainly my way of controling the situation. this time the money is there, and i already told like everyone, and really, i can handle it (i think).
no, im always saying i wanna do better things (not that this is huge, but a step for a scared girl) maybe i can save and then get a transfer to alaska or something, actually take real vacations, or even do the all american thing and buy a house. im making almost as much as a starting teacher does (isnt that sick?) so maybe ill go to night school, though the job doesnt really leave time for that..
in other news news ive been listening to even more npr lately, filling my brain with crunchy news and fun facts such as; harly hearses, go to heaven on a motercycle! I love it! (http://marketplace.publicradio.org/display/web/2007/10/31/harley_hearses) There was this chick they quoted (wrote a book called Being Dead is No Excuse: The Official Southern Ladies' Guide to Hosting the Perfect Funeral) who was saying it was in bad taste, and that death is no time to be creative. Be cookie cutter in life and death!
ok so to avoid more fluff, i close, thank you livejournal ofr allowing me to vent
BETH
today is a much needed day off (from sexy promotion). Im not sure ill be very good as mr manager, im pretty sure it will be one of those things that i do ok at, but end up quiting for various beth reasons. I always quit when things get...hairy? it is most certainly my way of controling the situation. this time the money is there, and i already told like everyone, and really, i can handle it (i think).
no, im always saying i wanna do better things (not that this is huge, but a step for a scared girl) maybe i can save and then get a transfer to alaska or something, actually take real vacations, or even do the all american thing and buy a house. im making almost as much as a starting teacher does (isnt that sick?) so maybe ill go to night school, though the job doesnt really leave time for that..
in other news news ive been listening to even more npr lately, filling my brain with crunchy news and fun facts such as; harly hearses, go to heaven on a motercycle! I love it! (http://marketplace.publicradio.org/display/web/2007/10/31/harley_hearses) There was this chick they quoted (wrote a book called Being Dead is No Excuse: The Official Southern Ladies' Guide to Hosting the Perfect Funeral) who was saying it was in bad taste, and that death is no time to be creative. Be cookie cutter in life and death!
ok so to avoid more fluff, i close, thank you livejournal ofr allowing me to vent
BETH