Feb 25, 2007 18:18
its happening all over again
the sun is melting all sense of reason
and exposing what i truely feel
every goddamn year
seasonal depression
pfft
i do fine in the dark, and cold
its the air that makes me crazy
that growing, prospering, smell that makes me dream
and lose all sense of contentment
but ill slow down
and try to do things differently this year
this year its time for me take charge
your in, or you out, and im going
over it
on with it
its ok to be selfish
(right ayn?)
with the short give or take 80 years
and already fealing there
im not doing this anymore
im not in highschool
ya know, even though i constantly feel im getting it
im not
im doing the same thing over and over
just with a different haircut