no news is good news

[red_tired]

yeah so ive successfully stayed away from live journal for like a week now for no reason, it just happened. i think im going to list things in my head for today.

-debras house burned down a week ago
+we let her stay with us, its been going great!
-she drank a shitload of bens tequila and now we have to have a talk
+i have no crushes on any boys
+except for matty
+ive joined a hip hop group
-work is lame
-i got in a car accident
+where no one was injured
-but ima havee to pay a lot of money to fix shit
-people maybe be putting too much pressure on love
-i make no sense

also im tired of lack of coolness, i am the rebel poet! eat it!

he feels he's bad at relationships, hes not as good as he used to be, hes scared of expectations, he just wants love.

1/27/04
a smile on your lips
girl your so cool
knowledge, curves, kisses like a roman empire
secrets rest in your starry nights
passions you regret
for obvious reasons
he said litttle things get over looked
well time is anger and the sounds race past
but i know you
i know you
and this wall, will remain
you want jokes?
arms embraced?
stupid boys?
itll be fed to you
girl it will rain down
and when your choking
and spewing sad letters
ill bury the pieces
and forget them