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Oct 15, 2005 09:56


Yeahhhh so life isn't so great anymore.  :-(  No money, hate school, hate work, hate some people, my Dad is ready to take my car away and kick me out... but hey... I have great friends so that's all that matters I guess.

Speaking of my car... I got a new car FINALLY.  :-D  I love it.  Actually... I'm obsessed with it.  It has some minor issues ((door handles stick, needs alternator, MICORP needs to fix my remote starter, V8 Stickers need to be put back on front fenders, clicking noise when driving)) but they will be fixed Monday.  Here's 2 pictures of it.





It's a 1996 Taurus SHO.  Not too fond of the color during the day, but it's really nice at night because it looks darker.  It has a sunroof!!!  :-D  I don't know... whatever... I like it.  So do 1/2 my friends.  LoL.  And I don't care what any of the boys say... the rims look way better on my car than Shinnick's.  ;-)  Hopefully I'll get my windows tinted for Christmas... maybe a system too.  It comes with a stock sub and the speakers are nice... so I'm in no hurry for that.  I really want Red Sox plates too.  That would make my car complete.  :-)

So I'm at work right now and finally decided that I don't want to work here at all anymore.  Regardless of how much I like the people, I just can't stand it.  The one person I couldn't stand got fired, and I really thought that's why I didn't want to be here.  Come to find out, I just hate this place.  :-\  I think I'm going to get a part time job.  I don't know where though.  I love the whole office thing... but the Service Department isn't really an office.  I need a part time office job I guess.  Anyone know where I can get one?  Let me know if you do.

So... now to get to why I'm actually writing this entry.  I know that everyone has heard rumors about me and a specific someone lately... I'm not mentioning names because I'm not starting shit and I don't want to start anymore rumors.  People can think what they want at this point because I'm so emotionally drained I don't even care anymore.  I guess all I really have to say is that everyone is saying that "it's over"... well there was never anything to be over in the first place.  We were never together, we were never even hooking up.  Shit happens... I guess.  But yeah I just wanted to clear that up.  But yeah... so whatever it was that was going on is definitely over.  And all I have to say is "Don't FUCKING talk to me" ((said by me... fucking hilarious... kind of an inside joke/had to be there type situation)).

I think I'm going to take a semester off of school.  I'm really stressed out and getting back to the way I used to be.  I might just take a semester off, get better, and then go back in September.  I don't really know yet.  My Dad doesn't even want me in school to begin with, so I know he won't care.  And I don't even know what I want to major in anymore because I don't think I want to major in Accounting... maybe Advertising.  I don't really know.  I think I need some time off to decide what I want to do about everything.  These past couple of months have really fucked me up.

Wow I haven't updated in awhile, and this entry is pretty long.  I thought it would be like 3 lines.  LoL.  Whatever though.  It's now 10:15 in the morning... only 6 more hours of work.  Today is just DRAGGING.  It sucks.  Anyone wanna come visit me?  I think you should.  Well I guess that's really all I have to say at this point.  Leave comments because I said so.  :-)

Love Vanessa
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