When was the last time I updated?

Jan 30, 2006 11:51

Ok, so I've been completely off the radar for quite a few months. You can't blame me. Blame the damn internet who's been getting more and more expensive each end every day. those little...

Anyway... my life is a mess, and I just keep sinking myself in the mud. Even further, my few methods of releasing my anger are closing up. I need my pressure ball...

To say things are bad back home is an understatement. Remember a few months back when I said that I wanted to make my sister feel better? Well now she can go to hell. Yes, I know, it shouldn't be that way, but she is a damn opportunist, and thinks she doesn't have responsibilities. To make it clearer, she wants me to take care of her kids at night while she goes out to hang. Now that would be fine for one night, maybe once a month... but almost every day? Has she no shame? She is jobless (sadly), has 3 kids in school, and STILL she wants to hang like she doesn't need a reason? Just last night, I wanted to go home (I have no car, sadly), and she wanted me to stay there. I had stuff to do today, and I, being me, wanted to be totally prepared since yesterday. She asked me like 10 times to reconsider.

I'm going back to school now, and if she dares to ask me once more to take care of her kids, I won't say nothing. I'll just walk away. I might look crazy (Then again, I consider myself officially crazy since 2001), but at least I'll keep my pride and my freedom.
Previous post Next post
Up