me bitching
well, i got into a lot of trouble with my mom, and everything seems to be going down hill.
sorry, but it really feels like jared is taking advantage of me cuz i trust him more. the thing is, it serious feels like he is doing something. (by the way, wrong place to put this, but jared loves to feed his ego and does things to have his ego fed by others, even if it upsets me, so that perty much means i can then) hes keeping things from me, and he says hes not but hes proven to me before that he lies about these kinda things, so i dont know. just seems like im here on his time and im not suppose to say anything about how i feel if im repeating myself, well nevermind, it doesnt matter, cuz no matter how the hell i feel, he gets PO at me. i dont know what the hell to do. im hurting everyone around me and everything is slipping.
sorry, but it really feels like jared is taking advantage of me cuz i trust him more. the thing is, it serious feels like he is doing something. (by the way, wrong place to put this, but jared loves to feed his ego and does things to have his ego fed by others, even if it upsets me, so that perty much means i can then) hes keeping things from me, and he says hes not but hes proven to me before that he lies about these kinda things, so i dont know. just seems like im here on his time and im not suppose to say anything about how i feel if im repeating myself, well nevermind, it doesnt matter, cuz no matter how the hell i feel, he gets PO at me. i dont know what the hell to do. im hurting everyone around me and everything is slipping.