Mar 05, 2009 02:37
it seems that no matter what I do or say you can't get over the guy who hurt you. I guess I am a bad friend. I can't get you to understand that you need to stand on your own feet. I want you to be happy, but if you can't make yourself happy then your only going to be hurt by your dependency. Do you really want me to be there for you? or do you only want me there cause I am attractive? I care about you and am willing to make great sacrifices for you to understand, but I am met with so much resistance that I don't know if my waiting is worth it anymore. I know you respect my friendship but I think you're not really listening to me, so I am thinking of disappearing. you don't need me, you don't want me, I mean all I am is eye candy to you right? so why don't I just pack up and fuck off.
I am sorry, you're killing me, and I want to be dieing in your arms.