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Man.
I simply cannot belive this shit. I just can't. I am about to go to a funeral. Yes, you read that right. A girl I used to know well killed herself last Wednesday. WTH? I mean, she had been hospitalized for suicidal tendancies, but she hadn;t attempted, before, she;d just told her parents she wanted to die.
And now she's dead. I don;t think it's sunk in yet -- except for the fact that I had a dream about her funeral yesterday. And I cried in my sleep. I know that much. I'm sure to be a wreck when I come back....
But we're off for a week (cause of Passover). We're going to my grandparents, and then it's off to the dead sea (where my grandmother keeps saying she's gonna get my something in the spa despite the fact that I'm still a year too young >.< Anyhow, I'm going to need that time, because the rest of passover we're cramped in a small apartment - all of us (12 people + my adorable 8 month old cousin) for the entire time. HELLLLLPPPP!!!!
Gah, We're going to the funeral now. It's still not hitting me....
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