Sep 12, 2016 17:38
That repressive feeling of emotional permafrost, developed for your own peace of mind (so you don't rip someone's face off).
When you're at the point of ripping someone's face off because their emotions are paramount in this "relationship".
As for your emotions? Yeah, you're on your own; they'll be all but dismissed. But everyone outside your relationship is sure they know how much he loves you, so it's probably just your imagination. Stop being so ungrateful.
God help me, I need to get out of here.