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a handful of bad things have happened in the past few months

-in december they thought i may have a slight chance of having cancer
-my car decided it was going to die about 5 days ago, leaving me stranded 24/7
-i wont be able to attend school for a semester and it was entirely my fault
-my dad had major surgery and is still recovering from it
-my sister announced her and her husband are moving to japan for 4 years

when these things first hit, they hit hard
ive decided to just improve, rather than dwell.
im aiiight.

you know when ppl change something about themselves right before they make changes
to better their life?? hah well my change was to chop 2 inches of my hair off.
for some reason, it made me feel good, kinda back on track, somehow motivated.

so in the summer im gna take a couple classes at vista to get em outta the way
and then i will, like sandra, be going to SAC since they have better nursing classes.
then ill try for UT health/science center and go on to be a nurse for cancer patients,
since i ended up not having cancer and feel i dodged a bullet there.

this is long but there ya go. an update on me. kbye.