time for a new update
well.. im still working, i just got my dept cleared up from 800+ in the hole, WOOHOO!!! finally.. im on a clean slate again. i've been workin' my ass off lately... still finding a lil time to go out, i wanna get out alot more. its not that im sick of home, its that, i duno how to explain really. i've had my mind on quite a few things lately. i still have feelings for nye... i mean... i duno how to explain it really, like, she meant quite a bit to me, i wish we were still goin' out, like, randomly sometimes i'll think 'bout her, or times that we were together doin' things. despite the broken heart, if i had a chance to take it back, i wouldnt. she helped me see things i havnet nor have seen, helped me grow a lil' bit. i've felt things i've really never had a true sense of feeling. but back to the dept, im so glad im out of it, time for me to start savin' more again, and gettin my damn car to pass smog, and hopefully come jan.. feb.. i'll have enough saved up for a nova, or a chevelle or something. ^.^ wewt. i found a song yesterday that kind of helped me cheer up a lil bit about the situation. its actually pretty true, please... please listen to it!!!
www.freepgs.com/omni_present/thorn.mp3
we both lie silently still
In the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
We feel miles apart inside
Was it something i said or something i did
Did my words not come out right
Though i tried not to hurt you
Though i tried
But i guess that's why they say
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
Yeah it does
I listen to our favorite song
Playing on the radio
Hear the dj say loves a game of easy come and
Easy go
But i wonder does he know
Has he ever felt like this
And i know that you'd be here right now
If i could have let you know somehow
I guess
Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals
But the scar, that scar remains
I know i could have saved a love that night
If i'd known what to say
Instead of makin' love
We both made our separate ways
But now i hear you found somebody new
And that i never meant that much to you
To hear that tears me up inside
And to see you cuts me like a knife
I guess
Poison - every rose has its thorn.
i'd really like to hear some comments back ^.^
www.freepgs.com/omni_present/thorn.mp3
we both lie silently still
In the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
We feel miles apart inside
Was it something i said or something i did
Did my words not come out right
Though i tried not to hurt you
Though i tried
But i guess that's why they say
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
Yeah it does
I listen to our favorite song
Playing on the radio
Hear the dj say loves a game of easy come and
Easy go
But i wonder does he know
Has he ever felt like this
And i know that you'd be here right now
If i could have let you know somehow
I guess
Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals
But the scar, that scar remains
I know i could have saved a love that night
If i'd known what to say
Instead of makin' love
We both made our separate ways
But now i hear you found somebody new
And that i never meant that much to you
To hear that tears me up inside
And to see you cuts me like a knife
I guess
Poison - every rose has its thorn.
i'd really like to hear some comments back ^.^