I'm such a pussy...
Seriously, I am; there is no oter explanation. I have an absolutely gorgeous girl lying in my bed, but she has a b/f. She isn't even a year older than me, but her b/f is 23. I have been hurt so much, that I would not wish this pain on anyone. She is drunk, as am I, wow I am fucked up, and yet i still won't even attempt to seduce her. Her b/f has cheated on her, we talked about it earlier, yet still loves him. She is still with him, and I am sure i could easily persuade her, sober or not, otherwise. What the fuck ever man. I wouldn't wan her or her boyfriend to hurt as I have been for the past three fucking months. I don't know why I even wrote about this. I am so fucked up. Shit, it is 6 in the fucking morning!!! Wanna know something funny, I kind of liked this girl before I knew she had a b/f. Whatever, goodnight, err..., morning. Blah!