men are idiots and yet why do we love them hahaha
HAHAHAHA dammit now I know why I have failed twice on my L test for the life of me I thought I was doing good knew the whole book and yet I have failed twice. I've never really been good at studying for a test cause I know I always fail no matter how much I study. My book is from 2002 they have another one out so apparently mine was a old one from what Nicole told me thats a piss off. So tomorrow I have to go over to the mall and pick up the new one and study that before going again to do my test.
I've done a lot of resume handing out, faxing and emailing in the last week so now its just waiting around to get a call so in the meantime I decided to start going to the gym at hyde creek so I can use the treadmill and what not.
What else? Oh ya I got new neighbours the house across from me has been on sale since Christmas and finally someone bought it dad told me they have four kids two young ones and two older ones. Theres been a lot of things happening in my area they have construction on oxford, wellington, and over near midakata. So of course that means shitty buses. If you get the praire bus that goes to my house your screwed cause it wouldn't go to my house the only bus working up here is the river springs bus so if I wanted to get on a bus and go over to coopers I have no choice but to walk. This is happening for a while they say a couple months pfff. Another thing a warning there is a guy in the lower mainland going on buses asking women if they want sex while he touches himself muahahaha so ya warning.
Hmm.. so I think me getting terribly unset and feeling like I've been betrayed might have hit jordan cause like usual I would find him on msn I haven't seen him on msn since friday thats very unusual. I did email him yesturday how I felt and what not told him I need space and when I'm ready I hope we could be friends again. I don't think of him as an asshole anymore he knows what he did. I do still want to be his friend he has been a big part of my life so far and I just don't want to say goodbye to him hes still a good person and means well he just screwed up thats what men do they are idiots hahaha plus I would hate for him to hate me. I just want to put up a wall first and get rid of my feelings towards him before I talk to him again. Hes looking for a casual partner and I can't be that its not for me I want someone to call me their gf and be proud to want me. I want someone who needs me, wants me is proud of me type thing not a fling I can't be doing what I was doing anymore I was a mess this whole time lol.
Well I'm off got a few things to do.
Manda you can stop by on wednesday I was thinking of going to the gym what time were you thinking of stopping by??
I've done a lot of resume handing out, faxing and emailing in the last week so now its just waiting around to get a call so in the meantime I decided to start going to the gym at hyde creek so I can use the treadmill and what not.
What else? Oh ya I got new neighbours the house across from me has been on sale since Christmas and finally someone bought it dad told me they have four kids two young ones and two older ones. Theres been a lot of things happening in my area they have construction on oxford, wellington, and over near midakata. So of course that means shitty buses. If you get the praire bus that goes to my house your screwed cause it wouldn't go to my house the only bus working up here is the river springs bus so if I wanted to get on a bus and go over to coopers I have no choice but to walk. This is happening for a while they say a couple months pfff. Another thing a warning there is a guy in the lower mainland going on buses asking women if they want sex while he touches himself muahahaha so ya warning.
Hmm.. so I think me getting terribly unset and feeling like I've been betrayed might have hit jordan cause like usual I would find him on msn I haven't seen him on msn since friday thats very unusual. I did email him yesturday how I felt and what not told him I need space and when I'm ready I hope we could be friends again. I don't think of him as an asshole anymore he knows what he did. I do still want to be his friend he has been a big part of my life so far and I just don't want to say goodbye to him hes still a good person and means well he just screwed up thats what men do they are idiots hahaha plus I would hate for him to hate me. I just want to put up a wall first and get rid of my feelings towards him before I talk to him again. Hes looking for a casual partner and I can't be that its not for me I want someone to call me their gf and be proud to want me. I want someone who needs me, wants me is proud of me type thing not a fling I can't be doing what I was doing anymore I was a mess this whole time lol.
Well I'm off got a few things to do.
Manda you can stop by on wednesday I was thinking of going to the gym what time were you thinking of stopping by??