are you there? can you feel me? waking up...

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so im currently in the process of downloading EVERY rockos modern life i can find on limewire. my all time favorite cartoon when i was little :) falls right behind my all time favorite show... salute your shorts. today was a blah day. monday, work day... tag day... sign day :) busiest day of the week! i called in. actually, haha i woke up way late. so i called up my boss and told him some bullshit story that i woke up around 4 sick to my stomach and after throwing up continuously for over 2 hours... i went back to bed and slept through my alarm. idk if he believed it or not. but, i didnt have to work. which means im out the pay... but birthday money makes up for that :) today was jeremy's 21st and lindsey wanted to do something nice for him. she had class like all day today... so while i was home i cleaned and made dinner. he was told to be here at 6, and it was him that picked "6 o'clock" as the time for dinner. and to open his birthday presents. and eat his birthday cake. do you think he showed up? nope! at 6:15 lindsey called him and he said he was "with the army" wtf?! going to battle? haha anyways he said he'd be over in an hour... 8:30 rolls around and hes still not there. and i knew as much as lindsey didnt want to show it she was really upset. so i decided time to get off our asses and go do something instead of sitting around and waiting. so we go up and get a tanning membership. come home... finally at 9:30 jeremy shows up. drunk. saying "okay i have 5 minutes" with his hands tied together with hooters balloons. at this point i had cleared the table of his spot that was set for him. took care of all the food made for him. and pulled out all the candles on his birthday cake baked for him. he opens his presents, very rudely. not paying attention to cards. ripping them open in the matter of 2 seconds and tossing them aside even quicker. never a thank you, never a sorry. i had to go in my room to resist yelling at him myself. i know lindsey was hurt. everything on her face said she was. come to find out... she told him to leave, he went back to the bar. what an ass hole. then lindseys parents came over for birthday cake that wasnt even cut yet. i know it hurt lindsey to lie... and tell him he liked his presents, he said thanks, he took them home. truthfully he tossed them on the coffee table and left just as quickly as he came. her dad re-hung our cd holder, it looks better. level at least. jeremy isnt going up to cmu this weekend because his friends friends... got killed in a car accident. there was 4... 1s in good condition (even after running 2 miles with a ruptured spleen, and broken ribs for help), 1s in critical condition, and 2 died instantly. they got hit head on by a drunk driver on the highway. so all his friends are coming home here. im for sure going because its my birthday and rather then sitting around here, im gonna go up and do something. and i really want lindsey to go but its all up to what jeremy is doing. which id be understanding of if he hadnt hoed her so bad the past 2 days. the guy doesnt even know she took a leave from her 3rd shift job while he was here so she could spend more time with him. as if he cares anyways. i really want lindsey to go up for thursday night. were staying with ashley, girls night... me, her, her roommate, and hopefully lindsey. then friday night... through when i go home im staying with adam. which im excited to do as well. lindsey has to go home to work though. but i have the weekend off :) but wednesday starts the birthday festivites. wednesday night shopping and dinner with my mom. then laundry. thursday... mom, dad, grandma coming over. dinner, and they're taking my patio set home. then to lindseys parents to take mayla there then off to central. then... god knows what.
okay. im tired. burnt. and want to watch these rocko episodes before i go to bed. so... night :)