Life
I've been dealing with so much stuff lately. Had a major episode of OCD - obsessive behavior - over something I've never really doubted but never really felt comfortable with since I became an adult. Being a woman, a female has always been something I've never questioned but have recently become obsessed with my gender identity. When i feel sane, I feel like i'm fine but when I feel obsessive, I'm convinced I'm dissociating and not really myself. My therapist and I have been working on mindfulness and I really need to do that more often.
I just want to be myself.
I just want to be myself.