Jun 27, 2005 22:18
Heffa, you made me feel so much better about my internet postings when I checked my email and found out that you commented on my last three entries. You are a best internet friend lol.
I AM AMAZED BY THE TENDENCIES OF HUMAN BEANS
Hey, at least I can spell, and many other more comical things I'll just keep to myself. Why does everybody keep dragging themselves down? Isn't it enough to feel as though you are on the "right" side without ruining whatever security you have and opening yourself up for attack? I believe that certain qualities will prevail, such as decency, dedication, love, truth, justice, etc. I'm in an idealistic mood. I trust in the person who has trusted in me, and I have seen that person grow up and become so caring and amazing. To see someone treated so rudely and inhumanely, regardless of that person's "qualities." while we were in Ohio made me physically ill. I cannot in my right mind ever stand on the side of people who respect and stand for nothing. This isnt it. Colorguard isnt the end all. When we get old or injured or grow out of it we go home to friends and lovers, and we answer to ourselves - if not a higher power. It isn't about the cheesy nicknames you gave yourself or that drill on the 50. 6 billion people. No one really cares. But are you happy with yourself? Can you live with your actions and the choices you make every day, and all the shit you've talked and the rumors you've started?
Whatever you believe in, whatever it really means, however it works...Oh, it's going to come around. It's going to bite you in the butt.