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May 29, 2005 01:55

I should be an z-bux pimp too.

So....people should watch out and make sure they listen to the "right" things. But I suppose the same thing could be said about me and what I'm listening too. It just so happens that what I hear comes with a little more clout.

It's nice to show up to work and hear that annoying people might not be around for long.

I am definitely not into the whole conventional relationship thing right now. I don't like sleeping alone though. Which is strange, because I don't like people sleeping in the same room as me if I'm not on tour or if I'm not sharing a bed with them. Well, it isn't that I don't like it, I don't mind at all, it's just strange that it isnt anything comforting for me. I have no desire to form any intense emotional romantic relationship right now. I miss my 2003 convenience lol. The grass is always greener on the other side...I'm difficult to please. I don't want to know anyone's mom, I don't want to meet all their friends, I don't want anyone to fall in love with me. I would say I didn't want anything at all, but that is terribly false and it sucks waiting to get some...yeah...haha. At least I'm holding myself to things I've said, I'm not messing up anyone else's life, since that's allegedy what I run around trying to do...*sarcasm* Whatever, I got shit to take care of and figure out and I'm going to do it on my own. And I've got standards to uphold. I definitely let a lot of shit slide over the last year! "he's just lucky he had a big dick" haha that's only true for gross fat gay men apparently. Wow, I'm quasi-vaguely covering a ridiculous amount of pointless crap. Hooray for too much caffeine...

There is a good chance that this could all change tomorrow or next week or whenever, but it's going through my over-caffeinated mind right now. I would definitely give up everything to marry Colin Meloy, but that's my ridiculous fangirl dream.

I wonder what's on tv right now, on our twenty something channels (not including the ten channels in other languages).

Goodnight, eh?
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