feeling better?
i feel like i am just getting to know myself and i like a lot of things but there are also things that i don't like. i feel like i am letting a lot of people down right now including myself. to begin with i don't have he boundless energy that i used to? or did i ever? i have been feeling really shitty healthwise quite a bit lately and i just haven't been able to get a handle on it. on the plus side, i went out three nights in a row this weekend (though i almost didn't make it out tonight). on thursday i met up with carolyn at the cask and flagon the night the red sox made the playoffs. it was great and i also got to see casey, jasmeen, max, mike mihovan and max's roommate carson. we had a really good time and i ended up crashing in somerville at max's. last night i went to the zeitgeist gallery in inmann square to see mittens play. it was there that i had a revelation about my relationship with my father and its impact on my relationship with guys in general. then tonight i was at great scott in allston to see my roommate dj. the crowd was interesting but she did a kick-ass job and they had ms. pacman! so, i am still a little stressed about all the work i have cut out for myself at my internship, but ultimately i am feeling good.