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I have been horrible about writing. I know its been almost a week but whatever haha
Last Friday, I went to Tim's house. We watched a movie, made-out and ended up in his bed. I didn't stay the night though, I left at like 2:30am. He had to work Saturday anyways. I don't even know where to start... it's weird for me to go into detail. He isn't a very good kisser but, I think I can try and change that haha
He has tomorrow & Friday off work and since I am done kinda early tomorrow and don't work Friday, I was gonna go there after work and probably stay the night. :| I am not exactly how I feel about it but whatever haha
On a semi-unrelated note.... I need to do something about myself. I am sick of being self conscience about everything, my face, my body, like I said everything. I hate that people think I am like 16 years old. I know the braces don't help but I have no idea what to do about that. Every time I call the ortho, they aren't ANY help. I am pretty sure I'll have to pay if my insurance isn't gonna cover anything, I am already stressing about that. I need to call in the morning. I also need to finish that health book I am reading. I wish I knew someone else who was reading it so we could discuss. I do love it, I just need the time to pick it back up, I may even just start it over because there is a lot of good information in it. I need to figure out something to do for exercise as well, I had to cancel my gym membership. Hopefully I get a dresser for Christmas so then I can have space in my room to do dancing on my Wii! At least that is fun exercise and its better than what I am doing now which consists of NOTHING!
Ugh, I am tired. I hate working closing shifts especially when I have to be back first thing the next morning. That should be illegal.
Last Friday, I went to Tim's house. We watched a movie, made-out and ended up in his bed. I didn't stay the night though, I left at like 2:30am. He had to work Saturday anyways. I don't even know where to start... it's weird for me to go into detail. He isn't a very good kisser but, I think I can try and change that haha
He has tomorrow & Friday off work and since I am done kinda early tomorrow and don't work Friday, I was gonna go there after work and probably stay the night. :| I am not exactly how I feel about it but whatever haha
On a semi-unrelated note.... I need to do something about myself. I am sick of being self conscience about everything, my face, my body, like I said everything. I hate that people think I am like 16 years old. I know the braces don't help but I have no idea what to do about that. Every time I call the ortho, they aren't ANY help. I am pretty sure I'll have to pay if my insurance isn't gonna cover anything, I am already stressing about that. I need to call in the morning. I also need to finish that health book I am reading. I wish I knew someone else who was reading it so we could discuss. I do love it, I just need the time to pick it back up, I may even just start it over because there is a lot of good information in it. I need to figure out something to do for exercise as well, I had to cancel my gym membership. Hopefully I get a dresser for Christmas so then I can have space in my room to do dancing on my Wii! At least that is fun exercise and its better than what I am doing now which consists of NOTHING!
Ugh, I am tired. I hate working closing shifts especially when I have to be back first thing the next morning. That should be illegal.