Day Twelve
As I expected, I rant into Rath and Seraphim at the festival..which was, in all, a really nice experience...there was lots of food and games and drinking and fun and Rath even treated us all to something to eat! Actually, he treated me a couple of times..-sheepish look- I don't know what's with me and this..hunger lately..
But things didn't stay good..can they ever?
It turns out that meeting at the festival was just a lure. I had my first real fight with him that night. It was a close battle, he's really improved..and I know I have to. We were met narly blow for blow the entire time, but he got too cocky. I've managed to pick myself up and..come to terms with what happened..though I'm still upset over the events, and I will not forgive myself..that night, I went to far. Even if he planned to ambush me, I still went to far. If Riyen hadn't gotten my sword for me, I would have been killed but..it was too much.
I didn't have to do that to him.
Right now, I think I'll just go to bed. Riyen and I had a bit of a talk and things got emotional but I'm..okay..Riyen's already in the room waiting for me, and I just woke up from dozing out in the kitchen..-sigh- so I might as well head in there now.
Maybe she can keep the dream away?
But things didn't stay good..can they ever?
It turns out that meeting at the festival was just a lure. I had my first real fight with him that night. It was a close battle, he's really improved..and I know I have to. We were met narly blow for blow the entire time, but he got too cocky. I've managed to pick myself up and..come to terms with what happened..though I'm still upset over the events, and I will not forgive myself..that night, I went to far. Even if he planned to ambush me, I still went to far. If Riyen hadn't gotten my sword for me, I would have been killed but..it was too much.
I didn't have to do that to him.
Right now, I think I'll just go to bed. Riyen and I had a bit of a talk and things got emotional but I'm..okay..Riyen's already in the room waiting for me, and I just woke up from dozing out in the kitchen..-sigh- so I might as well head in there now.
Maybe she can keep the dream away?