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well heres an update, Jessi cant say anything because she doesnt know, and she agree's that i deserve to know but she cant tell me because she doesnt know. Im tired but so restless, i cant stand it. I know how much she cares for matt, and honestly i say congrats to you sir beacsue i know not whether anything would be different if she wanst with him so.....theres no hostility against him. IM just tired, i see the rest of my high school days slipping away, and nothing i can do can bring them back. I need a party. I need a break