Jessi, just come look at what your brother did, here you did away with me....
I thought about it today, and im leaving in a year and a half, for the rest of my life, i've heard stories from adults saying you never get your younger years back, I know that now. Jessi, I love you, from the bottom of my heart with all of my soul. I wish to god I had known it sooner, over the years ive asked so much from myself, and now i have to ask something of you, I need to know what you feel, if your never going to be able to love me please let me know, i feel like ive put in my time with waiting, and now with only a year and a half left i'd like to know. Do you, or will you ever love me? I think I deserve to know. I know you like noone else does, you and I both know that. "A heart stained in hate, a feeling i feel will play circles" Seems to describe my life lately, but i have to take a stand for myself, i cant keep trying to win something if its not there. Im down on bended knee asking for the love I have given in return.