Mar 15, 2004 22:17
hmmm...something surely doesn't feel right and it makes me want to cry. i miss him. alot. and for some reason [maybe my insanity/mental instability] i feel like he doesnt love me like he used to. i could be wrong. it has been a while since i talked to him intensely. but i want him intensely. i do. i just have a hard time saying.
on a different note - i need to get out of the house/school/workplace and go somewhere fun. and yes, spring break is happily on its way - but i'm going to battle creek, michigan for a habitat 4 humanity trip. so no sleeping in for me...grr.
"and if i ever look that way / please stop me, break my knees / and make me pray"