Stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it

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[More private thoughts. Source]

Why am I crying? I said I wouldn't cry anymore.
Stop.*RIP*
What's wrong, Asuka? It's a present from your new mother.No. I'm not a baby. I'll grow up faster than normal people!
I don't need a teddy bear.Look at me.
Please look at me.NeinTodGeschlecht
Please come with me.NeinTodGeschlecht
Mama, please don't kill me.
NeinTodGeschlechtNo, I'm not your doll! I'm me!
NeinTodGeschlecht
I'll think for myself, and live for myself!NeinTodGeschlecht
I don't need Papa or Mama, I'll live on my own.
I want to forget! Stop digging into my memories!
Stop! Stop! STOP!!
My dear Asuka. Please,
Die with me.
Okay. I'll die with you. Just please don't stop being my mama!Mama?
I don't know you.
who are you?
I'm Asuka Langley Soryu! *V* Angenehm~
What are you stupid?
This is my chance!
Please, look at me. LOOK AT ME!No! This isn't me! Not the real me...

HELP ME!
You're still just a childPROTECT ME!
You really hate me so muchLOOK AT ME!

Are you lonely?
I can live on my own.
Liar.
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[Public]

[Asuka's in the GDF Tower infirmary. Right now she's just...staring at the ceiling.]