waa
i am in a paranoid no-trust zone. i am sort of freaked out. why do people backstab? i could never do it to anyone. why do people act like Heathers?! why why why? i think i am in over my head. way over. and i'm too old for it. i'm also...maaaaybe...too mature for it. it's incongruent with my life philosophy to play into it. there. i said it.