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i've been at work for 11 1/2 hours and am losing it. i am tired. i took cold medicine. i'm going to lauren's to study in her air-conditioned JAP building heaven. um...that thing i was waiting for in the bathroom never happened at all. uptight much?...i get like this for exams and interviews. like once, in Rome, there was an art opening at my school right after my italian cinema exam (haaa i did an artsy fartsy program) the damn test was 3 hours of essays from a strict PRETENTIOUS (asshole) professor. so i grabbed a plastic glass of wine to calm myself down. looking at the first piece of art..my cup exploded because i was grasping it so tightly and wine went everywhere and on a painting. i swear to god the music stopped and everyone looked at me. expressionless, all i said was: "little tense". what a fucking fool. hahaha. ok i'm outta here. peace fuckers. lost it. totally gone.