my minds confuses me.

[red_crosses]

I had a dream that I married a man I didn't love.
It was very strange. I've always told myself that I would marry for love and no other reason but last night got me doubting. I don't believe in marrying for any other reason exp love but in the dream was I marrying because I need to be taken care of. That strangest part was that right before my wedding I slept with the man I did love.
I don't understand what brought this on.