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I had a really good dream last night. I had a long night. But I still had a good dream so that made up for it. I guess.
I talked to my brother a little while ago. That was nice. Made me realize how far we've all grow apart. Nat and I don't talk anymore. Eva and i never talked. And same with J-p. And now it feels like it's the same thing with adam.
They all tell me it's my fault. That I'm growing away from them. Oh hell-maybe I am. But it's not my fault. I'm just doing what feels right. And I feel I've been growing away from alot of people. Such as pen pals I've had for years....friends...and other people I thought that I would care about for a long time.
I guess it's true that nothing is forever.
But the strang this is: I'm not sad about it.
I talked to my brother a little while ago. That was nice. Made me realize how far we've all grow apart. Nat and I don't talk anymore. Eva and i never talked. And same with J-p. And now it feels like it's the same thing with adam.
They all tell me it's my fault. That I'm growing away from them. Oh hell-maybe I am. But it's not my fault. I'm just doing what feels right. And I feel I've been growing away from alot of people. Such as pen pals I've had for years....friends...and other people I thought that I would care about for a long time.
I guess it's true that nothing is forever.
But the strang this is: I'm not sad about it.