Spawn, Grow, Decay, Die; Repeat.

[red_child]

apologize;
though it may not be seen sensible,
it is.
so i apologize.
because i am
sorry;
though it may not sound so clear
it is.
so i'm sorry.
because i have
fallen;
though i say too little for it to seem true
it is.
so i've fallen.

And I've fallen before,
In the cushion of eyes-shut and mind-numbed.
And I was sorry before,
In the rent awareness of what I was becoming.
And I apologized before,
not knowing just how much I had to apologize for.

So, what can I do now?
I can do naught, naught but try;
endure, face, struggle, writhe...
and amidst all of that?

I apologize.