Not this again.
I think what bothers me most about who I am today is my lack of strong focus on anything important. I feel like my ambition was a sponge that has been thoroughly wrung out. The other day I was on the phone with my sister, and she was urging me to be aggressive about finding a -------- job. I am finally certified, and I have ZERO urge to go out and find the job I worked so long and hard to qualify for!