oh man
Thought of the day: So today I have officially realized that my junior year in high school has and will continue to suck.
I say that because so much shit has happend so far this year, and yes i kno that a majority of it is my fault....lets go into detail shall we???
- My dad died oct 17th
- Kimmi and I faught in september/ october...my fault...things still arent the same
- grounded until the day after hell freezes over
- failing many classes....chem and geo
- olivia bitched at me and made me mad for awhile
- lost trust with my mom
- most many privleges
- not old enough for anything/anyone
- cant go to LRT
- my sister is now leaving for Iraq on January 3rd for 18 monthtes and wont be back to see my graduate.
so therefore my junior year has sucked, and will continue to suck. I still cant believe that my sister is going to leaving for so long. the chance of her dying is so high because of what she will be doing while she is there....this sucks. if i lose my sister and my dad all in the same year i dont know waht i will do. ill be such a wreck.
also my mom wants me to start going to a psychatrist again. that sucks, i really dont hvae anything to say to one, besides its not like someone could actually help with my problems. they are all my fault and all mental problems. but wahtever......
yesterday i got my hair cut...its really cute......
gonna go....in house sucked yesterday......i might possibly be allowed on the phone now....hopefully.......Danielle
