the worst day in history of my life
Thought of the day: its impossible to wear makeup when you cant stop crying
you hear about it happeing to other ppl, and you say im so sorry. but when it happens to you, its the worst 3 words ever to hear.
as i write this its hard not to cry. i keep thinking and having memories play in my head of the good times that we had, even the sad moments make me cry. this came at such a shock, i cant believe it. i just cant. i dont even kno what to wrtie in here. other then wow. it acctually happened to me, to my family. but why? if there is such a fucking thing as god, then why the fuck would he do this to me? take him away? you know what, fuck you god, now i for sure have a reason to NOT believe in you. well im going to go. and if you think that im being a drama queen, well fuck you, because your, well, it didnt happen to you
DanYell,...ps.....i wont be in school for awhile........