So lost.
Do you ever feel an aching nothingness inside of you? The kind that takes away your breath and brings tears to your eyes? Do you ever feel like you're wandering aimlessly through your life without ever finding OR knowing what you're looking for?
It'll go away, but that's not good enough. I feel like I've gotten so close to so many things that would truly make me happy, and I just can't hang on to them. I can't hang on to people, to friends... They drift farther and farther away from me and when I finally notice, they're gone. I can't hang on to happiness, to the feeling of belonging or having a purpose.. It slips through my fingers so fast. And then there's just the bitter dry emptiness to swallow.
Gotta throw a depressing entry in here every once in a while.
It'll go away, but that's not good enough. I feel like I've gotten so close to so many things that would truly make me happy, and I just can't hang on to them. I can't hang on to people, to friends... They drift farther and farther away from me and when I finally notice, they're gone. I can't hang on to happiness, to the feeling of belonging or having a purpose.. It slips through my fingers so fast. And then there's just the bitter dry emptiness to swallow.
Gotta throw a depressing entry in here every once in a while.