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So... I think I'm the only supervisor on the clock at this time. :p I just hope things don't go crazy.
I took yesterday off because I was having a lot of trouble. I basically broke down and almost cried at work. I was just sitting there on autopilot and not doing anything. I had to get away.
What caused this you ask? Well, I've been stressed out of my mind recently. Worrying about my friends, my living situation, my roomie, my love life, my physical apperance, my family, holidays, work, spirituality, money, food, etc. It all came to a head yesterday. I went home and cried. My roomie came back and talked things out with me. He made an analogy that made so much sense. I handle stress like I would handle a tape recording. I can turn it off at will, but once I turn it back on it's right where it left off. Apearantly, recently I've been running around turning on all the tape recorders of my life. Xavier assuged some of my fears and he is helping me work through the shit that has been plaguing my life for a while now. On top of all that, he cooked me dinner. I sure do love that man.
So, today I came to work and got some shit done. I'm still not caught up to where I need to be, and I'm quite a ways away from it... but I'll keep plugging away. If only there was some way I could just have one of my co-workers help me out.
ghads... I could so go for a back massage right about now.
I took yesterday off because I was having a lot of trouble. I basically broke down and almost cried at work. I was just sitting there on autopilot and not doing anything. I had to get away.
What caused this you ask? Well, I've been stressed out of my mind recently. Worrying about my friends, my living situation, my roomie, my love life, my physical apperance, my family, holidays, work, spirituality, money, food, etc. It all came to a head yesterday. I went home and cried. My roomie came back and talked things out with me. He made an analogy that made so much sense. I handle stress like I would handle a tape recording. I can turn it off at will, but once I turn it back on it's right where it left off. Apearantly, recently I've been running around turning on all the tape recorders of my life. Xavier assuged some of my fears and he is helping me work through the shit that has been plaguing my life for a while now. On top of all that, he cooked me dinner. I sure do love that man.
So, today I came to work and got some shit done. I'm still not caught up to where I need to be, and I'm quite a ways away from it... but I'll keep plugging away. If only there was some way I could just have one of my co-workers help me out.
ghads... I could so go for a back massage right about now.