Well i don't know, i don't know, i don't know...

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So yesterday was so much fun
Dance in the morning
Going to the beach and filmimg..
Atracting SOO much attention..
I think people thought i was famous!! jkjk
then to the show with J-me, Ariya, Whitney, Gregor, Mike, Devin, and Heather..
I have finally meet "the Heathurr" that everyone is always talking about.. thats now going out with Charles...
Gregor says shes stupid.. but hes just mean like that.
Then theres Mike who thinks everyone hates him...
And says that i'm the "manest women".... which is a good thing somehow..
yeah i don't know

My aunt had to go to the hospital lst night!
Shes the aunt that i'm like best friends with
I'm so worried
She has a tumor in her uteris
And i already had to deal w/ one person being in the hospital this week
And now i have to deal w/ two
My emotions r on overload.
Whatever, its hard for me to express my feelings bc i'm not dramatic and i don't cry...
I sorta just keep it all in.. or get really mad..
which neither is a good thing.

Hopefully the days to come will bring more promising, positive things