hello!
well, here i go. my first livejournal entry.
today was a very long day. i had 2 midterms that i was not prepared for. i studied for them about an hour in advance. go me. what a great way to procrastinate. i should be better at doing things on time. i guess since i have so much going on now with the sorority stuff that i never do anything anymore. youd think that if you had study hours, youd study. nope. mostly socializing.
the sorority is going well. in high school, i was so against them and never thought id join one. then last year i thought about it a little but changed my mind. i wasnt going to rush with the other 400 freshmen. too many people and to long of a rush period. it wasnt my thing then. then, at the beginning of the semester, while watching sorority life (of course) i gave it another thought. what would be the harm in seeing what the girls were like and seeing if i liked it. there were some rooms that i enjoyed being in and there were some that i made absolutly no attempt in talking to anyone. i ended up being asked back to 2 sororities and i went to one of their parties. i didnt go to the other one because i really liked these girls and i wasnt in the mood to put on a fake smile and deal with theirs. i was really happy when i got the bid. i had never been involved in anything like this. i had never had a large group of friends that i can talk to. i had my small group of 5 really close friends, i was friendly with more but i could only really talk to those 5. even them i couldnt really talk to. the only ones i was able to tell how i was feeling was my mom and my sister. that was it. i cant talk to the girls in the sorority really yet, but soon i will. i never really felt accepted like this before. i makes me feel good about myself. its kinda wierd for girls to make automatic judgements about you but it feels good that they had a good one about me.
ok enough of the sorority. ill tell more next time.
today was a very long day. i had 2 midterms that i was not prepared for. i studied for them about an hour in advance. go me. what a great way to procrastinate. i should be better at doing things on time. i guess since i have so much going on now with the sorority stuff that i never do anything anymore. youd think that if you had study hours, youd study. nope. mostly socializing.
the sorority is going well. in high school, i was so against them and never thought id join one. then last year i thought about it a little but changed my mind. i wasnt going to rush with the other 400 freshmen. too many people and to long of a rush period. it wasnt my thing then. then, at the beginning of the semester, while watching sorority life (of course) i gave it another thought. what would be the harm in seeing what the girls were like and seeing if i liked it. there were some rooms that i enjoyed being in and there were some that i made absolutly no attempt in talking to anyone. i ended up being asked back to 2 sororities and i went to one of their parties. i didnt go to the other one because i really liked these girls and i wasnt in the mood to put on a fake smile and deal with theirs. i was really happy when i got the bid. i had never been involved in anything like this. i had never had a large group of friends that i can talk to. i had my small group of 5 really close friends, i was friendly with more but i could only really talk to those 5. even them i couldnt really talk to. the only ones i was able to tell how i was feeling was my mom and my sister. that was it. i cant talk to the girls in the sorority really yet, but soon i will. i never really felt accepted like this before. i makes me feel good about myself. its kinda wierd for girls to make automatic judgements about you but it feels good that they had a good one about me.
ok enough of the sorority. ill tell more next time.