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I was diagnosed to be bipolar 3 years ago. The other day, the psychiatrist who has been seeing me told me that she will be moving to another place and will no longer be able to take care of my case.
I don't know, but i felt sad, I want to shed tears. Tears of lost. I felt like she had been there for me. She was the one person that i was comfortable opening up how dark i feel at times in my life. The last 3 years, she helped me to become accepting of myself. To an extent, i can call her my PAID FRIEND. I pay her, she render the best service that she can. But i felt other than that, she was a friend. She listened to me, she was honest no matter what.
Now, i feel that i am losing somebody. I felt like a part of me will be going away with her. I feel emotional. I wish that she did not have to go. I feel like a piece of me that was discovered with my psychiatrist is going to be forgotten so soon. It seemed like that the journey will have to end so soon. She seemed to be one of my few witness about my struggles to be bettter, my struggle to recover.
Now, i will become another nameless person in the eyes of a new doctor. I say goodbye to you Sonya, you have been a great doctor to me. You have showed compassion and devotion to me.
I will truly be grateful for your help. For working with me to find the best medicine that i can. You have been my witness...i truly thank you.
I don't know, but i felt sad, I want to shed tears. Tears of lost. I felt like she had been there for me. She was the one person that i was comfortable opening up how dark i feel at times in my life. The last 3 years, she helped me to become accepting of myself. To an extent, i can call her my PAID FRIEND. I pay her, she render the best service that she can. But i felt other than that, she was a friend. She listened to me, she was honest no matter what.
Now, i feel that i am losing somebody. I felt like a part of me will be going away with her. I feel emotional. I wish that she did not have to go. I feel like a piece of me that was discovered with my psychiatrist is going to be forgotten so soon. It seemed like that the journey will have to end so soon. She seemed to be one of my few witness about my struggles to be bettter, my struggle to recover.
Now, i will become another nameless person in the eyes of a new doctor. I say goodbye to you Sonya, you have been a great doctor to me. You have showed compassion and devotion to me.
I will truly be grateful for your help. For working with me to find the best medicine that i can. You have been my witness...i truly thank you.