Oct 17, 2005 18:18
od damnit. why does life suck soo friggin much.
im so sad. how sad? really sad.
and yes, i do love answering my own questions.
i woke up at 802 and waited for my mom to "officially" wake me up
but she didn't. so i lay really really still to see if i could hear any noise
and i didnt. and was like, woo, dont gotta wake up for school.
but then i heard chatter from russian tv downstairs.
and was like argh!... matie. so then it was 807 and my mom still didnt wake me up. so in my head i got excited thinkin that somehow i forgot that the time was moved backward and that it was only 707. i got really happy...and then i heard my moms annoying ass yelling from downstairs to wake up cuz I was "gonna be late for school." then i come downstairs and my mom asks if i put the money in the bank and i tell her i need more because they've charged me fees... and she goes off on a fucking rant about me and how bad of a child i am to my parents. and all this shit. soo shes just standing there yelling for 5 minutes about how terrible i am...i told her to shutup. AND THAT I WAS GONNA BE LATE NOW CUZ OF HER.
took some food and got one of them yogurt things to go and headed off....but then my friggin tire was sorta deflated, how i dunno but it weas. so i hadda go to a gas station and pay 50 cent to get air. AIR? its free at other gas stations, so like..this air better gimme like 20 horsepower. but it didnt. not even 1. then i get on 53S and merge. now im on the right and i wanna get in the middle, soon as i start merging another friggin SUV merges into it. but this fuck doesnt even look to see if theres any cars. he just proceeds on. im like ohh wut da fuck ya bitch. so im sitting there cursing in my car at the guy.(suure, the guy didnt hear me, or even see me because i was behind him at this point, but i did wave my middle finger as hard as i could as his car!!!)and then 4 minutes later its time for me to go to the right lane again to get off at the Euclid exit, and as i start to go to the middle lane some polish motherfucker(yes, i knoe he was polish-how, you ask, could i possibly knoe he's polish? alex, you look kinda asain..... well, he was driving a yellow evo(liz-Polish,drives a yellow evo, liz i love you<33), aaaaannnnnd he had blonde spikey hair. ohh, and he had a polish flag on his car, but just because someone has a polish flag on their car doesnt mean they're polish. im not gonna be all stereotypical about the flag, gawd!) anyway..this dude tries to get into the same lane and almost hits me. So here i am trying to speed up to get around him, ahnd he thinks im trying to race him so he starts accelerating...GODDMAMIBNTIYWSUGH@ IU&U!Y!TG. i give up on his ass and just wait til i can get in, and as soon as i get in the right lane a taxi cab almost hits me from behind. woo.
i get off da friggin ghetto highway after almost dying 3x on the road and theres some road contruction ahead. it takes me 15 minutes to get to school, where it usually takes me 5. soo by this time im really pissed and i want a cigerette but no. i forgot my ciggs at home. AND LOOK AT THIS FUCKING WEATHER.
its sooo gloomy. and i wish i could just cuddle with someone and stare at the window as the rain trickles down it. and then kinda open it, just so i could hug the person im cuddling with closer. but NOO. alex doesnt have a girl. hes alone. fucking ghey day people. FUCKING GHEY DAY. and its only 1020!!
OOH, and yesterday was nice. i sold 4 shirts and stuff, and met stef<3, clare, annnnd uhhm, alex. ohh, and another alex. sooo, as you can see ,the trend has started; people are naming their children after me.