Hearing the Words That Choke Memories into Flat Lines....
Why does it always happen like this, with you? Don't you think these "games" you're playing, are a bit childish? I'm not saying that having fun is wrong, but it just isn't normal to get mad at me so often, for things I didn't even know I did wrong. It doesn't seem fair at all. We aren't even dating, and this stresses me out more than it should. Why does it stress me out? Let me see.... could it be that I actaully DO care? Yea... I think that is the reason.
Why can't you just be happy with the way things are? Is being my friend just not good enough for you? I barely know you, and you treating me like shit doesn't make things any better. How can you say you want to be with me, when all you ever are, is mad at me? I now we have had some really good conversations. I wont deny that. I like talking to you, a lot. But I can't date someone I don't know. Or someone that is constantly not pleased with me. I hardly ever date people. Ever. I think i've had a total of like.. MAYBE 7 boy friends.. MAYBE. And that is kind of pushing it. I can't date people I don't know. I never have and never will. Knowing you for about an month or two, just isn't long enough to KNOW you. Dating people has always been a hard thing with me. If I date you, feel special.. because dating isn't somethign I do often... It is hard for me.. and it takes a lot for me to want to date someone.
I'm sorry you can't understand that.
I'm sorry you are always mad.
I'm sorry for always being so god damn nice to you, just to have you be a jerk back to me. (not all the time, but recently)
I'm sorry you misunderstand what I say.
I'm sorry that i'm the complete opposite of you.
I'm sorry that I don't want what you want.
I'm sorry you don't want to be just friends. I guess I will miss talking to you. Because how I see it... you want nothing to do with me, if I wont be with you. And that is just straight up bullshit. To be honest. No Offense of course.
I really like this song. So i'm sharring. :)
A Letter To Someone Like You
Lie!
Sometimes this beauty is choking me
but at least its your hands at my throat
Your lashes brush against my cheek
coupled with your breath on my neck
The world around you falls away and I will still be there
I know my words are like daggers but they cut me too
And I am sorry for all the fucked up things I say I didn't mean it
And I never realized that I can be what I hate
Lets be happy with what we have, enjoy the beauty in these days
Sometimes we'll laugh sometimes we'll scream no one said caring was easy
I know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth
Sometimes I felt so soulless I couldn't even look at me
It's pathetic to hate who you are and it feels like hell to change
But I'll be damned if I push you away
I remember when my dreams were dying
and I damned the sun, I damned the sun to pieces
I carved hateful thoughts into my chest
then you took my hand and nothing, no nothing has ever felt the same
Why can't you just be happy with the way things are? Is being my friend just not good enough for you? I barely know you, and you treating me like shit doesn't make things any better. How can you say you want to be with me, when all you ever are, is mad at me? I now we have had some really good conversations. I wont deny that. I like talking to you, a lot. But I can't date someone I don't know. Or someone that is constantly not pleased with me. I hardly ever date people. Ever. I think i've had a total of like.. MAYBE 7 boy friends.. MAYBE. And that is kind of pushing it. I can't date people I don't know. I never have and never will. Knowing you for about an month or two, just isn't long enough to KNOW you. Dating people has always been a hard thing with me. If I date you, feel special.. because dating isn't somethign I do often... It is hard for me.. and it takes a lot for me to want to date someone.
I'm sorry you can't understand that.
I'm sorry you are always mad.
I'm sorry for always being so god damn nice to you, just to have you be a jerk back to me. (not all the time, but recently)
I'm sorry you misunderstand what I say.
I'm sorry that i'm the complete opposite of you.
I'm sorry that I don't want what you want.
I'm sorry you don't want to be just friends. I guess I will miss talking to you. Because how I see it... you want nothing to do with me, if I wont be with you. And that is just straight up bullshit. To be honest. No Offense of course.
I really like this song. So i'm sharring. :)
A Letter To Someone Like You
Lie!
Sometimes this beauty is choking me
but at least its your hands at my throat
Your lashes brush against my cheek
coupled with your breath on my neck
The world around you falls away and I will still be there
I know my words are like daggers but they cut me too
And I am sorry for all the fucked up things I say I didn't mean it
And I never realized that I can be what I hate
Lets be happy with what we have, enjoy the beauty in these days
Sometimes we'll laugh sometimes we'll scream no one said caring was easy
I know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth
Sometimes I felt so soulless I couldn't even look at me
It's pathetic to hate who you are and it feels like hell to change
But I'll be damned if I push you away
I remember when my dreams were dying
and I damned the sun, I damned the sun to pieces
I carved hateful thoughts into my chest
then you took my hand and nothing, no nothing has ever felt the same