I hate you, then I love you

[recycled_air_]

its funny how alone someone can feel when they are surrounded by so many people...
i guess it leaves me to question how real everything is
maybe enrica was right... i need to open my eyes and realize everything i thought to be genuine was actually phony.
took me 12 years... not bad...

i should get used to this feeling of solitude i have a feeling it will stick with me for my whole life
yes im being emo... i dont give a shit