i know what you're doing, i see it all too clear.
Wow. Surprises always seem to knock the wind out of me. And I'm not sure if this is a good or bad surprise, or if it's either one at all. So I'm looking at Jojo's myspace today and it was changed from the last time I looked and in his information it talks about how much he loves his girlfriend blah blah blah, and then I saw the words "soon to be fiance." WHAT?! My mind ran away from me for two seconds before I started seeing properly again and I felt like I was going to throw up. Weird.
I haven't really thought about him at all in about a month and a half because I've been so wrapped up in my own life, which is a good thing. I don't miss him anymore and I don't ever wish that I was with him. I totally realize that us not working out was probably the best thing that could have happened to me, and that if it hadn't I would probably be completely miserable right now. I guess it just all goes back to that "You really helped me be able to care about myself and get my life together thing" that he told me about. And how I was the one who made it possible for him to be in a normal relationship. Just not with me. Sigh, I don't know. BUT FIANCE?! Is he serious? The sad part is that he most likely is serious...and that is truly sad. His girlfriend hates me; not even two months ago she found text messages on his phone saying lewd things to other girls and went on a crusade against every girl he ever talked to. She was telling Tiffany about how she wanted to kick all their asses....mind you, this girl is 24 years old. Ridiculous. I mean, she's right to be angry but then to think about getting married? What the fuck is wrong with people.
So that all came as a surprise. Jesus. I can't even talk about this anymore. I'm just not sure what I feel like right now.
I haven't really thought about him at all in about a month and a half because I've been so wrapped up in my own life, which is a good thing. I don't miss him anymore and I don't ever wish that I was with him. I totally realize that us not working out was probably the best thing that could have happened to me, and that if it hadn't I would probably be completely miserable right now. I guess it just all goes back to that "You really helped me be able to care about myself and get my life together thing" that he told me about. And how I was the one who made it possible for him to be in a normal relationship. Just not with me. Sigh, I don't know. BUT FIANCE?! Is he serious? The sad part is that he most likely is serious...and that is truly sad. His girlfriend hates me; not even two months ago she found text messages on his phone saying lewd things to other girls and went on a crusade against every girl he ever talked to. She was telling Tiffany about how she wanted to kick all their asses....mind you, this girl is 24 years old. Ridiculous. I mean, she's right to be angry but then to think about getting married? What the fuck is wrong with people.
So that all came as a surprise. Jesus. I can't even talk about this anymore. I'm just not sure what I feel like right now.