a load of evidence straight out of the tabloids.

Mar 20, 2007 01:11

I have been working my ass off lately, and to tell you the truth, I am pretty impressed with myself. I have been working close to 40 hours a week and taking 17 credits this semester. But while I do like the feeling of accomplishment, I've been feeling a little bit burnt out lately. Just that always-tired feeling that doesn't go away even after a long nap. I like being motivated to do well, but I could use a break. Summer is coming and even though I will be working full time, it will seem like a huge break because I'm basically working full time right now but in the summer I won't be in school full time so I will have a lot more time to do what I want, and sleep!
I'm excited to be able to have my own space again at home. I love Julia and she and I get along so well, there aren't many people I could live with and hang out with and work with, but there are times when I just wish I had my own room again. It will be nice to make my new room at the new place really comfortable and cozy for the summer. I have a lot to get done this summer and I want to be able to be focused and relaxed. I need to learn how to fucking relax.
I worked on St. Patrick's Day and surprisingly really liked the kids that were running around the restaurant during the day. There was one little girl that was so excited about the holiday, and her dad asked me if I had anything I could give her that was festive...so I put a shamrock sticker on her face and I don't know, it was just really cute. I usually think that kids are so fucking annoying but I really liked them on Saturday, they can be so easy to please because their expectations are so simple.

I wish that I had simple expectations, or no expectations at all.
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