Blaaaaah
Hm yeah well. Where to start really.
Am strongly considering trying to change unis and start over my PhD. My supervisor is a pretty awkward character, a fairly poor scientist in my opinion and worse cannot successfully get grants so money will run out very soon. Basically I don't think I will have the funds or the relevant knowledge from this group to do what I SHOULD do in this project. Thus I am currently looking for new cool groups (anywhere in the UK) to find someone who will HOPEFULLY take me on in October. Its all very worrying. But I think I am finally strong enough to do what I must.
My living arrangements suck. I would very much like to move but cannot really.
I have hurt the person who knows me best considerably and still feel very guilty for various behaviour.
Isn't life wonderful.
The end.
Am strongly considering trying to change unis and start over my PhD. My supervisor is a pretty awkward character, a fairly poor scientist in my opinion and worse cannot successfully get grants so money will run out very soon. Basically I don't think I will have the funds or the relevant knowledge from this group to do what I SHOULD do in this project. Thus I am currently looking for new cool groups (anywhere in the UK) to find someone who will HOPEFULLY take me on in October. Its all very worrying. But I think I am finally strong enough to do what I must.
My living arrangements suck. I would very much like to move but cannot really.
I have hurt the person who knows me best considerably and still feel very guilty for various behaviour.
Isn't life wonderful.
The end.