i can't make you
sometimes the need to let your heart breathe is overwhelming. when it gets so full of secrets and there's no one to understand them.
it's a vicious circle, trying to be content.
i hate the way you made me fall then left me there to fend for myself.
how i'm still there but trying to find someone new.
the purple stars of a light rope are embedded in my memory.
what you whispered right before you kissed me for the first time, and how you realized we didn't even know each others last names before i could even care to think about it.
the comfort.
i didn't think i knew how to smile so bright.
two days before christmas, crying on my best friends basement floor.
i didn't know it was possible to hurt so much about someone i hadn't known for very long.
and here i am, long after it's done..
it's a funny thing- when your heart can't let go.
some secrets are meant to be kept.. only to come out for the purpose of healing.
not the ones that hold your heart hostage.
it's a vicious circle, trying to be content.
i hate the way you made me fall then left me there to fend for myself.
how i'm still there but trying to find someone new.
the purple stars of a light rope are embedded in my memory.
what you whispered right before you kissed me for the first time, and how you realized we didn't even know each others last names before i could even care to think about it.
the comfort.
i didn't think i knew how to smile so bright.
two days before christmas, crying on my best friends basement floor.
i didn't know it was possible to hurt so much about someone i hadn't known for very long.
and here i am, long after it's done..
it's a funny thing- when your heart can't let go.
some secrets are meant to be kept.. only to come out for the purpose of healing.
not the ones that hold your heart hostage.