May 07, 2005 21:55
why is it that when your life is about to change sifnificantly, you are like a walking emotional time bomb? I cannot seem to stop crying. Every little thing sets me off like it's the end of the world. maybe it's because I'm PMSing, or maybe it's because I'm graduating and moving home. Maybe it's just both. But I wish it would stop...I'm sick of it. I'm a happy person and I should feel happy.
Moving back home seems scarey for me. When I left for colege I was so young, and now I have matured and grown in a way that is going to make me see things so differently. It's going to be huge adjustment. Also when everyone else is going back to school in the fall, I will just be going to work day after day after day. Sorry for being so sentimental...I just can't help it...Prime Example!!!!!! I'll stop now because if I don't I just might cry again.
Later