pause button in the records
Holidays had been well, busy with rest. Its pretty different this holidays because there isn't any school work involved despite elements of school being presented very strongly still; training, council and yf camp prep. 12 more days of December left, sometimes I feel like I can't wait for January to come because it is only then that I see my planner emptying itself from schedules. Those swirly cursive black ink fades to piece empty pages, awaiting to be filled. Top January Plan right now: Planner. I'm quite excited to start a new phase of design, I have decided to design my own 2011 planner and send it for printing. It's weird how adrenaline and excitment pumps through my veins whenever I think about a new planner, haha but till January comes, I have no time to start playing with designs right now. Photoshop trial ends in 25 days, need to get the non-trial version before that!!
The next 12 days look pretty planned out, I'm missing training I can't believe it and I pretty much don't want to but God is of top priority!
Monday finish everything! Tuesday Council Camp, Wednesday Council Camp+Team, Thursday Training, Friday Christmas Eve, Saturday Christmas, Sunday preYFcamp, Monday YF Camp starts. Only went out twice so far in the holidays :/ 16th with Eu was good :) Popeyes Koi Narnia ApplePie and loads of talk, its been long. 17th went shopping but everything was out of size/design but I got bazerzin yami gongcha :)
Have bee n looking back on the past year recently. This year has been less hectic than last, by a little, but everything seems to leave a bigger imprint, I think I placed more of myself in everything I do this year.
Events: Bdiv10, Chalet, team, HCNYATFM, 16thSLC, June Camp, Cheering, Yfcamp, CouncilCamp, Vietnam; each left behind their own imprints in my mind, like an unrolled film waiting to be developed, each event brought about its own learning points, it's own perspective.
Downpoints: Inflammation of Oesophagus, Back/shoulder Injury, Ankle Injury, overexhaustion, fainting. I think it scares me how my back/shoulder and not to mention my ankle strikes, and truthfully it scares me that its gonna stay and I feel the pain and strain so often that sometimes it feels like it's normal. 2010 brought about my first fainting spell and my first overexhaustion ever. The feeling of powerless because you are robbed of your energy that your eyes couldnt stay open, that your legs couldn't hold you up anymore, that you could hear but not see.
Hopefully I grew this year, stronger.