My Life as a Hell
It's hard to start entries on this thing. When I had my old journal, I had no problems talking about everything. For instance, yesterday at dinner, Nicole ( HI NICOLE ! ! ) asked me if i had a LJ. I did. I had already read hers. I know, I'm such a schemer. So, I told her I had. I mean... I know that he's never going to find this nor if he does it's nothing he hasn't heard. But, I doubt that he'd want me to broadcast it all over the internet. Until Monday night, when a girl from work asked me about what happened when he got kicked out of his house. I freaked out because I thought he had lied to me and he really was kicked out. He told me he was just "almost" kicked out. So, at first I thought he had lied to me. Then, I was shocked that he thought I would tell her everything that is going on. I am embarassed about it. Do you think I want everyone at work to know? Umm. No. So, he apologized and he said that he didn't care that people at work know. He didn't think about my feelings before telling her. Well, I shocked him and told him why I was really upset that he told her. But, it cleared the guilt that has been riding me since I got here. He told me exactly what I thought he would. I don't know what conversations are going to be like between us or even if there will much conversation. The crappy thing was he called at 2:15am on Tuesday. I have 9:10 class every M-TH. Needless to say, I don't think I fell asleep until 4:15am. So, I skipped Calculus and Italian because I felt like shit.
Awee, Goodbye to You is on the radio. I miss everyone so much. PS--This song makes me think of home. That and Nelly&Kelly. Yup.
Speaking of which, I requested four tickets for TRL on Friday, October 25th for when my sister and two other friends come to visit me. Well, I know my sister is coming.. and the other two best be coming if they know what's good for them ! ! Since my sister is coming though, my mom informed me that they can't afford to fly me home in November. Oh well. It was worth a shot and I figured I would be shot down.
Well, I've got work to do, I guess.
xoxo
Awee, Goodbye to You is on the radio. I miss everyone so much. PS--This song makes me think of home. That and Nelly&Kelly. Yup.
Speaking of which, I requested four tickets for TRL on Friday, October 25th for when my sister and two other friends come to visit me. Well, I know my sister is coming.. and the other two best be coming if they know what's good for them ! ! Since my sister is coming though, my mom informed me that they can't afford to fly me home in November. Oh well. It was worth a shot and I figured I would be shot down.
Well, I've got work to do, I guess.
xoxo