You ever just sit there and think...what the hell?
So i definitely wanna write now...but i'm not too sure what to say.
That's usually the case with these things. I know no one will read this, but still do you ever sit down and think, What the Hell is going on today or in my life?
I don't know what happened to me today. I think I have a complex or something about finding a job and I'm ultra-sensitive when it comes to talking about it.
Like today for instance I was on the phone with someone talking a possible job that I will more than likely get, but it's still up in the air for about 2 weeks. And even if I do get the job, it'll probably only be a part-time gig. Which is what everyone is offering me, at least the like 1 other job offer that I got.
I just feel like a freaking failure for not having something set up yet, but i know it's ridiculous because I haven't exactly failed at anything. Except really getting on the ball and putting my name out there to some people.
Ugh, what is wrong with the whole economy and shit right now?
Man, everything comes out when your drunk doesn't it?
I'm gonna stop now and go read. That's how i really lose myself. Although at the moment I feel like the quality of my usual readings on the Net are pretty much a let down. I mean they're not bringing me up like they usually do. And even at that, no one is updating, or putting out the stories that I wanna read.
come one people. Get with it!
Eazy. E
That's usually the case with these things. I know no one will read this, but still do you ever sit down and think, What the Hell is going on today or in my life?
I don't know what happened to me today. I think I have a complex or something about finding a job and I'm ultra-sensitive when it comes to talking about it.
Like today for instance I was on the phone with someone talking a possible job that I will more than likely get, but it's still up in the air for about 2 weeks. And even if I do get the job, it'll probably only be a part-time gig. Which is what everyone is offering me, at least the like 1 other job offer that I got.
I just feel like a freaking failure for not having something set up yet, but i know it's ridiculous because I haven't exactly failed at anything. Except really getting on the ball and putting my name out there to some people.
Ugh, what is wrong with the whole economy and shit right now?
Man, everything comes out when your drunk doesn't it?
I'm gonna stop now and go read. That's how i really lose myself. Although at the moment I feel like the quality of my usual readings on the Net are pretty much a let down. I mean they're not bringing me up like they usually do. And even at that, no one is updating, or putting out the stories that I wanna read.
come one people. Get with it!
Eazy. E