i'm fine living with out you
i couldn't sleep last night so i got up at like 5:30 this morning, and just bummed around. Around 7am, lauren signed online and we had a nice conversation. well so i thought, we were just talking about how things have been going seeing as we hadn't talked in a good 3 weeks or so. apparantly she hooked up with some guy over the summer, and i told her how i had hooked up with becky this weekend. and everything seemed really cool. i was actually excited that we were becoming friends and that everything was gonna be cool......
yeah...
not so much
so about 11:05am lauren calls me. she's crying. apparantly she can't do this 'pretending to be friends thing'. she's still in love with me and doesn't want to be with anyone else. i tried to tell her how i just couldn't be with her anymore. i can't be with anyone right now. i'm still finding me, i've been happier the past few months than i can remember. i had to cut the conversation short because i had to get to class, so i told her i'd call her tonight... arrrgh... i don't know what to do. i care about her so much, and i've put our past behind us and i still want to be her friend, but i just don't know if that's gonna be possible.
yeah...
not so much
so about 11:05am lauren calls me. she's crying. apparantly she can't do this 'pretending to be friends thing'. she's still in love with me and doesn't want to be with anyone else. i tried to tell her how i just couldn't be with her anymore. i can't be with anyone right now. i'm still finding me, i've been happier the past few months than i can remember. i had to cut the conversation short because i had to get to class, so i told her i'd call her tonight... arrrgh... i don't know what to do. i care about her so much, and i've put our past behind us and i still want to be her friend, but i just don't know if that's gonna be possible.